Am I hopeless?

I keep walking,

Don't know, thinking

that maybe 

I'm just dreaming 

What could it be 

that im possibly feeling?

I know i'm a failure

but you ain't gotta be saying 

that I....

yes I...... 

am always the bad guy.

Stop messing 

Stop yelling 

I gave you a chance

but you throw me some cents.

I gave you advice

but you let me sleep with the mice.

I gave you hope,

but all you said was nope

so, what to do

what to say

what to think 

when your only friend

is the darkness?

when your only thought

is that your hopeless?