Am i invisible?

Am i invisble to you? Is my pain invisble you try to be good yet all you cause is chaos and suffering. I left cause of that and i won't come back, if you think i am you sadly mistaken. you ruin me like you ruin my heart. You try to control me yet all i try to do is run. You say its cause of my body yet its not its cause of you. You say im just stress cause im growing yet i know im not! It anger's me inside and saddnes me to know i cant tell you anything cause you want to think and believe im okay im "perfrect" if im so emotional don't you realize that isn't normal for me? You say im a snowflake? Yet im HUMAN IM ONLY HUMAN!!! that's all i can be yet you treat me as if im nothing more to you then a toy you only show me love when your half awake...you say you forget easy yet thats all you do is forget and neglet me and my brother.