Am I Lost?

For the first time in months

I finally went in

I finally said yes, and went there again

When i walked through those doors and i saw that cross

I didn't know how to feel, i thought i was lost

I have been talking to you but i don't feel close

Even though we talk everyday

I somehow feel like I'm miles away

I saw some old friends and it was great

But at the same time I just wanted to escape

Because all of my flaws, my wrongs, and all my thorns

They all seemed to show; I think i had on horns

But noone said anything about it because nobody there knows

The only one who knows is you... you're my only hope