Am I lost?

Your dazzling eyes
Makes my heart melts at all times,
Maybe I shouldn't have drown to you too much
Desperately loving you even if I know that no one will catch.

Staring at those memories,
Remembering those unfinished movies
That we used to watch together
While staying at each other's arms.

I wasn't prepared that you would leave me
If only I could kneel down,
Begging and pleading just for you to come back on me,
But I know that at first you already chased me.

I must have been lost,
Wondering if what should be it's cost
On a woman who's been left behind,
With her mind that's always on bind
Have she lost her mind?