AmandaLand

AmandaLand, it can be a tough place because I can't put you in your proper place

But what also exists there is your good heart and your beautiful face

AmandaLand, it's a place where I can be very happy or very sad

AmandaLand, it's a place where I can be very content or very mad

Why oh why are you always so much in my head?

Sometimes I say these things about you that I wish that I never said

You just don't feel the same way about me the way that I feel about you

But I know that in your own way, you really do care about me too

AmandaLand, it's a place where I always find myself overthinking

I am thinking about a fantasy life with you and about you I am always dreaming

But reality is much different as we both work in a fast paced and stressful place

But what also gets me through it is your good heart and your beautiful face 

AmandaLand, it's never free and easy, it's always make it difficult and complex

It isn't always easy to read you and I don't know what is coming next

AmandaLand, to exist there, I really need to put you in your proper place

But this is never easy for me as I am reminded of your good heart and your beautiful face

AmandaLand, it's a place where I have to be careful of what I say and do

But this is never easy for me because I am really infatuated with you

I know if I put myself out there, there will only be rejection and pain in store

But then you showcase your good heart to me, which only makes me want you more

AmandaLand, it's a place I want to leave and a place that I really want to stay

But I know in order to stay there, I need to give you  your proper space

But I know there will always be a line with you that I can't cross

There are days that I really struggle with my feelings for you and I am at a loss

AmandaLand, there are days where it's not a state of mind and things are much more easy

When you are not physically there and I am not pining for you and being so needy

AmandaLand, sometimes it's a place that I really want to leave

But I know you need me there, so I stay and about you, I continue to dream

AmandaLand, it's a place where you are in control and hold all of the keys

I know if I cross too many lines with you, you could easily get rid of me

I can't always put you in your proper place and I just don't know what to do

I guess it will always be a struggle for me here becuse of the feelings that I have for you

From Dying On The Inside
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