On and On

Laugh on and on 

Smile on and on

Believe on and one

l mingle , make and effort of being brave.

People only translated backwards.

Where is that eagerness i used to have as a kid, to be the star if the show?

I ask , " Am I normal? Am I just like everyone or different? "

The response is a subtle no but a LOUD yes!

I don't want to be accepted , just not criticized.

People are contradicting in their words and actions.

Not caring of others.

WEIRD is my title, for the little things.

I'm to out there.

I have no normalcy, not up to par for the in crowds.

Im not the one looking at the crowd but the Non-existent one.

No one ever know or bothers.

Too quiet and nice makes you up to no good.

To adventurous and flamboyant makes you bad.

There is no common ground or equilibrium for one to stand on.

Laugh on and on

Smile on and on

Believe on and on

That one day it will all go away.

One day the world will go silent.

I like to tell a story of a girl who feels alone.

She started as a pub, grew into a world of fuzzy cottons. 

Crazy surrounded her as a infant.

Severally severed from a HOME; thrown into pure loathing ,

and vengeful vengeful behavior.

Caused her to be molded by the paranoid. 

The effects were of mass proportions, but masked and buryed.

She is lost ,trying to find a way out.

Along the way the world is to much for her to bear. 

How do I know her? Simply she is ME.

Laugh on and on

Smile on and on 

Believe on and on 

That is a chant broadcasting through me