Anesthetic

I’m numb,

Senseless,

My feelings are forever paralyzed,

I’m in a daze,

Immobilized,

I’m frozen in time,

I’m deadened,

Dulled,

I’ve forever retreated to my crying silence,

I’m desensitized,

Stunned,

I’m forever stuck in my depression,

I’m stupefied,

Insensible,

I’m trapped in this unfeeling state,

Forever pinned down by this sorrow,

Forever terrorized by this depression,

Forever lost in this state of numbness.