Angels Fly

I  sit here with my decision split

My head wants to stop but my heart won't quit  

I don't even  want to talk about the fire I lit

Underneath the scars in a  bottomless pit

No need for a  catcher's mitt no need to repent

Just let me bleed for a  bit me and the world are fighting against

It all I see the writing  on the wall

I signed it in my own blood dripping down the hall

Pass me the knife and give my mom a call

Tell her I love her in heaven I will stand tall

Wait this isn't heaven it's sort of a  Monster's Ball

Staring  into the abyss and all my memories fall

 Into love well  that's not for me all I feel is hate

Show me how death and I  aren't soulmates

Well that's kind of funny wait  the last line was a mistake

I'm on a one-way train but it's looking like a freight

I'm a fish out of water I'm taking the bait

I guess you can call me the Enemy of the State

Of mind well mines messed up

In the clouds search for dad and my aunt

I will love you when it's all said and done

Until then don't let me go off like a loaded gun

I'm just trying to be the one because

7 billion don't understand where I come from

Yeah I'm Jeremiah with  the fire in his eyes

That's kind of funny cuz I feel dead inside

My mind it’s  like my  medication has effects to the side

The Sun the moon the truth can’t be hidden but I hide

Behind  the lies of our lives it’s no surprise

That death comes for everyone like the deaf and blind

I wrote this poem with pride I adjust on the fly

Life's too short I don't let it pass me by

This poem took a long time my oh my

Hope you enjoyed the show this is my final goodbye