angels thoughts

My angels name should be mary because thats the only thang that i know that can free my stress better or worse it keeps weights off my chest see when grown men cry. see when grown men cry quotation from my father i tried many nights to hold it in but the pain just seep in further. fuck friends fuck money it just make things worser but worship and believe in god no faith it murdered my hope for all reality i would die to see one person. tears drop tears droping but the rage make it evaporate im never safe from satan lucifer has no smoother face he recognized as greed and pain sanity is washed in rain i see life as adam and eve trick to eat and blame but sinners born to sin i hate to win it simmers it soaks the pain as rain showers over homeless people and the dead deased im living as a sinner who prey to god but still don't believe. one bible two js one pencil one pad one one brain so now im venting out my thoughts and hope to shadow my shame in vein i need to live i only get this one chance my name gone last name stands pronounce me as a man.