Another Night

Another night I stay awake from your screams

I was in deep sleep

My heart raced

Another night I let you keep me up

I can't hold it in anymore

You never stop

Another night you keep her restless

She doesn't show it, but I know

It's in her eyes

Another night you push her away

You push us all away

I miss you

Another night you allow the poison to slowly kill you

Consuming life

We hide from it

Another night I lie here crying 

It's your get-away

But from what?

Another night I wished you cared

Love is there, indeed

But if you truely cared

Another night wouldn't pass by with me wishing you did

To be there for me

To be here for us

Another night goes by

Maybe tomorrow will be better

Even if it is, the pain is still there

Another night I still love you 

I want you here

Not out there

Another night I dream of you