For another time

A heart attack can happen in many ways. One way can be a sharp silent pain. I feel that pain sometimes. The times when I say "I love you" and I dont hear it back. I never had a real heart attack before, but pain means the same description. I cant stand it, my heart hurts to be with you. I dream of nights laying in your arms. My dark skin cool enough for your body to not let go. For you to be holding me in one temperature is only in a dream. Something that I can not afford to know if it is real. Literally, cents to my name and I still want to cruise with you. Maybe we split a chicken nugget on the beach again. I will get the Taxes this time. You can have all I have to my name. In return you should give me yours. A name fit for me your Queen. No one knows what we can be capable of. But im to afraid to try and your just not that into me anyway. How can this pain in my heart exsist for a love that doesn't?.