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I'm starting to feel worthless , instead of worth it. 

I'm starting to see what loneliness feels like. 

I'm feeling something is missing.. 

I feel so unheard. 

I feel the weight of the world on my chest.. 

Like I'm standing there in the crowd of people around me.. 

Shouting! And screaming! 

Yet.. no one hears me. 

Is this the beginning of self destruction?

Am what I feeling is self hate?

I fight. I struggle. 

The struggle gets harder and my heart gets weaker.

How can I be weak when I thought I was so strong?

Like wonder woman or one of the superheroes.

When is anything going to change?

This is what I ask myself because it haunts me. 

Unassurance with the ghosts of my past.

And that awareness of unhappiness up ahead.. 

I so fear what is coming.

I yearn for this answer, tell me the truth! 

I shouting for help! 

But I tell myself ... 

the only one listening.. is you.