Apart from feeling like their is an ocean inside of me,

Apart from feeling  like I need Space to exhale

I am grand my love,

Apart from feeling like the safest place i grew up in,has been destroyed by war tactics,

my mind is at war with its own thoughts.

A little girl speaking her thoughts by scribbling on wall,

now all I could feel is my screams echoing through empty halls.

The past  of mine has been carved into the roots of heaven and hell , 

but a future of mine yet holds more  wounds.

I visted our place you know the one that held my first crawl,

I laughed at the memory ,years later as I watched my teeth fall.

Treasuring my years into the fountain of youth,

my heart has loved what it must not and my soul has lived through it all.

ones past marks a life time,mine is one that i couldnt have lived without.