Apology

Forgive me Forgive me for loving you too much Forgive me for not being strong enough For not being able to bear the pain of that love For not having the will to walk away For wanting to scream yes while whispering no Forgive me for not explaining it well For pushing you away only to return with apologies For seeking you out only to make exscuses For asking the hard questions and avoiding to give answers Forgive me for wanting what I cant have For wishing for what I shouldnt For wearing my heart on sleeves so short That it falls into pockets without my ever knowing Forgive me for not being brave For being afraid of rejection For being fearful of your anger that would result in my loss For being too scared to give voice to my dreams Forgive me For love