Are my cries loud enough?

Lord, Lord I cry out your name, but that doesn't necessarily mean I'll be sharing your fame. Because your word once said clear that "those who love me would obey my commands", but how can I do that, when my world hates where I stand. Its like the world is against everything you are, perfect and Holy, the ultimate triune God. When all our natures desires is attention and accpetance, and our being is reliant on a sinful, corrupted heart. Is it true O' Lord you'll never forsake me if I follow your ways, if I decide to pick up my cross, and depart from hells gates. I refuse to let people decide who I am, for I know that I rest in my makers hand. Sanctify me Jesus, with that blood from the cross, and let your burning ones redeem those who are running deeper and lost. Shut up Satan, no one invited you on this mission, your lies are utter... deception. Our Father in heaven, hallow is your name, and please let your kingdom come, and your will, will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Lord, I know my hard work is not done in vain, I remind myself daily your kingdom will forever reign. Whatever it takes to be close to your heart, I will do what it takes... Lord, O' Lord I cry out your name.