Artist's Struggle

I want to be an artist,

but that means I won't earn money.

I want to be an animator,

but that means I will have to fight for a job.

I want to sit at home and be happy,

but that means I won't succeed.

but I want to be successful,

but that means I have to ignore my anxiety.

I want to graduate,

but that means I have to face the world.