The Average Days

Incurable heartbreak before infinite heartache.

Average day. Average girl meets average boy. They averagely date and averagely fuck until they lose their average. Shaky conversations meet sleepless headaches that are full of

Silent                                                               conversation

Lost                                                                 in the stupidity of this life your

heart that gave me                                           acidity

A part of me                                                    burned

I never knew it could be                                 so fucking heavenly

Roses blood red                                              my lips blush with every touch

Violet corpse blue                                           this was my favorite color

I fell in love with                                            you crazy motherfucker who had

a fateful future                                                agenda that I wasn’t aware of so I couldn’t not

What else was there to do except                    fall head over legs for you

Picture everything you could want                 Right in front of you

Given to you on a                                           filled silver platter

Tuesdays and                                                  Saturdays were

The best                                                          The worst

Days                                                                Months

Of my life                                                        Thank you

I wouldn’t be who I am                                   Without you

Strong smart and assured                                I can live

Without you                                                    With you

I am a fucking king                                         I will die

Before I let you know                                     The truth about this all

I am okay                                                        I will be okay

Let me go                                                        After you go

You are the light                                             In all the darkness                  

I needed in my life                                          I learned to unlearn

Euphoric boy                                                  Meeting ethereal me

Relieving the rain                                            who was insane

Marking your spot                                          Fuck the pain

You left no taint                                              It was all in vain