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reciept decieved into believing I could change the hate of freedom for that is what it is something we have not truelee known decieved into believing i could take this world and make it my own make it a home saving as many as i could before i was forgotten and yet again fighting alone giving a ligght a brand new life hope for the figght a saints not a satanists pligght murder in my mind consuming my time with never ending strife THANK YOU theives in the nigght convincing the highest that i am to be their prize well I wish it you wouldn't forget my price for my life hard hearted most high and as you have seen not onlee mine you know these child FEAR i have much of this i dont shudder to think any longer and i wish it not to come back to me in that manner i want the strength of the ten thousand i have yet to save i want the knowledge of the savior but not in the way it was gave a perfect being taken made to be a sacrifice and still rise above why do you think i wish to follow sorry for my anger it does hurt doesn't it for them humility of humiliation? hahaha I laugh from the pit if you truelee wish to cast me in anger defeats my true purpose maybe it will help you to find your i could be much more rude and dont need prompting i am truthfull i dont need low blows of fakeness lies and thoughtless deception for the one trying to help me