Awake Again

It`s 3am &

all I can think about

is you

dreaming of your touch

yearning for you to be close to me

craving your love

maybe if you came & layed with me

even just for a minute

for that minute my mind would be at ease

the thoughts would stop running through

my head

& for that moment i could find peace

but maybe in that moment 

i will realize

I never really loved you at all.