B.

What if? What if I don’t make it in the program? What if my parents never met, would I be better off? What if I never wore vans, could I still pull it off? What if he called after we hooked up? What they never fell in love with me and stayed my friend. What if I didn’t choose the valley? What if I never liked coffee? What if I never met her? What if I never met my roomate, or what if we got along. What if she never said anything? Would we still fight? What if I get a C? What if I don’t get the job, will I have money? What if he never tried, would we still be closer? What if he wasn’t gay, would he still be colder? What if. But When? When will it happen These things That make me B. Me. Like my virginity. Or that fact that I can’t grasp my sanity. And that I'm 20. When will I fall in love When will it be right When will I get to see someone That I want in my life. Is the fact that I can’t take action Going to hinder your decision. Is the fact that I never wrote poetry Still make this poem shitty. Is that fact that I swear, make me seen anymore tough. Will you still be wondering that, if you knew I had it rough?