Baby sister

I look up to you You are my role model You are everything I inspire to be I adore you But why do you look down upon me? Am I such a burden? Am I not up to your standards? Am I worthless? I go day in and day out striving to accomplish what you have accomplished But is that not enough? You are the reason I try so hard You are why I am so determined in life You are everything I want to be You are my big sister But why cant you make time for me? I wish you could see how I feel about you Maybe then, we could spend time together Maybe then, you wont ignore After all, I am your baby sister