Back Stabbed

Why doesn't he see my feelings for him? But yet he always looks an smiles at me. Yet instead of me he goes out with a girl who always cheats on him. Am i crazy, or is it her the she devil? Must life be so unfair, for me not to get the one i like. While I stand back and watch my heart starts to ache more and more. Does he even know what she is doing, this is stupid. Why can't he see I can treat him so much better than that. I won't cheat on him, he means to much to me. But as life goes on things change, so maybe my heart will stop aching. I see no point in teeling him how I feel now but a part of me might love him ...why? Even because it was a girl you thought was your friend who went behind your back, knowing you liked him. I feel BACKSTABED. But who am i to judge fate? It might happen in a few days, weeks, months or years. I might just happen, it has to with the way i feel. This must be love. Can't someone tell what it is please?!?!?!!?