a bad mothers love

How could this be 

My mother doesnt love me 

A mothers love should be free 

But yet it cost me 

Is it because i was bad 

Or because im exactly like my dad 

She was always mad 

And treated us bad 

Pain and memories 

Last for centuries 

Shes give it a shrug 

As long as she has her drugs 

The sleepless nights 

She filled with frights 

It'll be in my head 

Until im dead 

She took my innocence

And replaced it with wickedness 

She let me be raped 

When i couldn't escape 

She left me with scars 

not just on my arms 

She broke me down 

Until i was in agony on the ground

Because of you, my happiness never lasts.

Because of you, I can only find darkness in my past.

You broke every promise you made 

Yet it was still me who had to pay

You broke my heart 

Finding pleasure in tearing me apart 

Those days ill never get back 

Because you had to have your crack 

Were supposed to talk to our mom about boys breaking our hearts

But i have to tell boys how my mother tore me into parts 

I hope we never met 

Because i will not accept defeat