Balance

I regret giving you the best parts of me  

And you'll never hear me say 

I miss you  

My feelings for you will never change 

I still feel the lump in my  throat when someone says your name 

Because even though you're not around  

I hate the thought of you 

So, don't you ever believe 

I would long to have your arms around me again 

In fact, 

The thought of it makes me sick 

You and I both know  

I could've hurt you the way you hurt me  

So don’t you ever think  

I need you 

My lips can't even form these words because  

Your absence brought me peace