Bang

Just had an energy drink

Yeah I’m listening to P!nk

Doing your dishes in the sink

—It makes me think 

I am done with you

You say it’s not what it seems 

But it is

If you really did love me

Then why is our "love"

The way it is

I massage your skin

When your body’s aching

Shaking

Man my heart is breaking

I do your laundry when it’s dirty and

Still kiss you in a hurry

But the time that you loved me is getting blurry

I look into your eyes 

No surprise

That they don’t meet mine

They’re focused on your screen

Not what’s happening 

Between you and me...

It must be lovely

To have a girlfriend

You want occasionally 

Miss me miss me

But you don’t 

Now you gotta kiss me kiss me

But you won’t 

You’re my first love

And my first hate

But not the first person to

Realize what you have too late

You’re sleeping on the couch

Again

Said you want to be alone 

Again

If you want to be alone

Why did you make me your girl…

Friend

At least your cat 

Loves me

He claws me but still cuddles me

When all you do is cut me

I’d rather feel the pain 

Physically

Than emotionally 

There’s no more dopamine

So I drink

To numb the pain 

Then I awake

Not to bright sunshine

But to heavy rain

It’s all the same 

In my dreams

We’re in love 

And we’re kissing 

In reality 

You’re no longer

Who I’m missing

If you were to leave me

Then I’d let you

So you could finally realize

All that I’ve done for you

You’d have to 

Cook for yourself

And rub your own back

Then you’d want to text me...

This time I wouldn’t reply back

I’ve done enough talking

You clearly don’t want me

You had me at one point…

But then you lost me

Take me back to the time

When things were good

When I could exist around you 

And you would

Give me the love that I need

So desperately

Why couldn’t you see

Unfortunately 

Our sparks died 

You ignored me

And I cried

We had a sad ending

I’m sending

All my love from afar

I packed my bags 

Yeah my heart

Had open wounds

Now they’re scars 

The world was ours 

But now it’s just mine 

So say goodbye

Valentine

Until next time...