A bargain bin reject

I know what's wrong it's because I'm fat! It's because of my fucking belly... It's not that I'm ugly or anything It's not because I'm really smelly... It's my fucking gut, I hate myself I hate the way that I look... I want to be anorexic til I'm slim I want to be let of the hook If I wasn't as fat as I am I think I'd get more respect But look at me, I look awful I'm a bargain bin reject