TO BE ALONE

To Be Alone / Dark Angel 

To be alone so alone can make one feel so I'll 
The trouble is not some much being alone , 
It's being lonely out in the rain with out someone 
To hold your hand to say everything will be okay, 
To many night of crying, wishing this emptiness 
Would go away . 
To many nights of lies and the pains of Dark Angels  
Ways , I want to stop  listening to him , But it is now  
A nasty craving of all his words , One day I'll soon be over you, 
To many nights alone, Sitting here in the dark in the pouring rain. 
One can be lonely in the midst of a crowd , don't you think ? 
But being alone day and night cold with nothing to call your  
Own can get so very lonely and sick . 
Tender words from a lovers lips is something I will always crave , 
This hunger come as often as the sun's eclipse. 
And every rain drop has a name of my pains , 
I wish I could dance again , Feel what true love is . 
All I can do is dream , Dream is a thing I could do . 
No more cuddling, no more snuggling, No more, no more, 
I just have to cry , I can't explain all my pains that run within me , 
Your reason of be trail Dark Angel is a life I never wanted , 
My love for you was not dead like this , 
What we have is becoming old , cold and frail, 
To many nights of crying why you are putting me through hell , 
To many nights of your nasty  lies . 
Dark Angel looks deep at me with his soulless eyes moving warily  
A dangerous predator scenting danger , He inhaled deeply , closing 
His mind instantly , while all senses flared out to locate the intruder  
That is coming near me .  powerful is he Dark Angel watching over  
Me in everything I do . No one could approach me without getting hurt , 
This I had to learn , I found this so hard for me to dial with , 
I need a friend to talk to . Sometimes I go into the mountains and stay by 
Myself for day's . Being alone is a punishment of Dark Angel . 

Lilly Emery (C)