Be there for me

Words can’t really describe how I’m feeling right now. Too many emotions. Sadness. Loss. Anger. I just want things to go back to the way they were. Now everything is frayed, Unweaving beneath my feet. Slipping away. Please, I need you to hold on. I need you to be strong.
For me. You are my lifeline. The one that keeps me stable. If you’re gone, where am I? I can’t keep this together without you. Everything else is breaking, Please, not this too. Be strong. I need you. Fight back. Don’t surrender. You don’t realize how much you mean to me. Without you, I’m not me. I’m sad, depressed, gone. I know it’s selfish. I know you’re hurt. You don’t want to be. But I need you. Can you be strong? For me?