beauty within

I know that i have beauty within but choose to display it only threw sin. Life seems shallow and with much fault which allows me to set free demons and wrong but it seems right like my most favorite song. How can i forget all that i see and ignore what my peers expect me to be. Yes the ocean is blue and so is the sea but why cant i be who im destined to be . How can i follow and just fall in line like some slave.without any spine . ? I know how to overcome this and just take a win its just to remember the beauty within.