Because He Said “I love you”

November 4, 2017

He Said “I love you”

How can those words sound so real?

But feel so fake

How can those words sound so soothing like rain?

But my poor heart is aching in pain

As you twist my words around

Making me feel like I’m the bad person

When really you the reason why I’m hurting

No relationship is perfect

But in this one...

I’m hiding behind a curtain

He said “Give me your phone let check your messages”

Looking for other dudes name

Trying to determine if my feelings are still the same

He said “Your eating too much”

But What does too much mean to him?

Curves, a little meat, but he likes his girls slim.

Ah!

He’s has exceptions

With other dudes, I can’t have friendly conversations

Without him blowing up in my face

Ready to lose his mind when I ask for space

According to him, I can no longer go out on Friday nights

Correct me if I’m wrong

But something ain’t right

He’s too close, got me feeling stuck, feeling tight.

I gotta leave

Cuz in the relationship I can’t breathe

He then say “I don’t want to lose you”

But if you have to say you don’t want to lose me

Doesn’t that already mean that you lost me ?

But in this relationship I’m feeling lost

I got to go

Then he say “I do this because I love you”

If this how love suppose to feel?

Then it couldn’t be real

Cuz being hurt and unhappy

Is an unsigned deal

I have lost myself

And I no longer know what it feels like to feel

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