Because I Loved You
I put up with your condescending words, because I love you.
I will erase my memories because, I love you.
I will make myself smaller because, I love you.
I will destroy my dreams because, I love you.
I can let go of the want to have children, because I love you.
I don’t want to disappoint you, because I love you.
I will let you punch me when you are angry at yourself, because I love you.
I will continue to lay in the bed beside you, because I love you.
I can take the pain, because I love you.
I became numb, because I love you.
I loved you.
But because you made me numb, I can’t love you anymore.
I have no emotions left because you destroyed them.
I have no hope left because you told me there is none.
I gave up everything for you and now I don’t even have you.
But I don’t want you.
I don’t want me.