Because Of love

Dear my first heartbreak

Before i met you

Love was the thing i longed for

It brought a burning passion to the dark hole in my chest

Love was thing this i believed would be perfect

But it became the stone on my chest weighing me down

I believed love would bring something worth living for to me

But i was wrong

Because of love I wanted to destroy something beautiful

Because of love I became a muted cold soul

And when i feel i have found my sanity

Then suddenly all becomes still

And i sink into another cold abyss

Because of love an empty darkness surrounds me

And the world comes to a slow pace

And i become stuck once again

Someone please save me from the idea of love

The reason why is clear

Because of love

I am stuck in my head

And love is the thing I fear