Because of you..

Because of you I cant seem to sleep through a full night, waking up at 4A.M with a ocean pouring out my eyes. countless hours I stayed sitting by the phone thinking maybe one day you'll realize what you're missing & come on home. Was it me? Did I make you mad? Or were you just not ready to become a dad? I have so many unanswered questions, heart filled with aggression, at night its full of depression then it became an obsession and because I don't have an answer I give my self a suggestion. I sometimes lose hope the odds of me getting some answers, maybe it will be the day they find the cure for cancer. Why did you stay? Even for one day? You left me like I was some stray. Didn't even think the hurt you'd cause me one day. Because of you I don't know how to trust, it got so bad I just seemed to adjust. sometimes I wish you would have pulled out before you bust. I guess you'll never get the best dad award, ha I guess ill never be dads little girl. What am I suppose to do when a guy breaks my heart? Tomorrow is the father daughter dance, who do I call? Because of you I cant sleep through a full night, waking up at 4AM crying out my eyes.