Beginning to End

From the end to the beginning. I started to live life backwards I accepted lies as the truth and the truth as lies I believed that someone loved me though all they did was make me cry I have to Keep it together turn my life around see I'm Living backwards I'm going through trial Gave it up to a man who only knew lies But in this world Lust is love Its all the same and I accepted all lies as the truth it was all fair game Sex was love or so I momentarily believed. until he left I believed someone loved me though all they did was make me cry I lived I learned I completed this trial. Emotions hung up Heart torn apart .Tears ran dry. Love on lock He gave me all the experience I needed Taught me every lesson I learned Turned me into a woman before I was finished being a girl And now...From the beginning to the end a new life I have to be lived.