the beginning of the end
Although we may have started only 6 months ago
Although we may have only just begun
It feels like the beginning of the end.
We as two, right now, cannot simply be.
I cannot take the disgusting anger.
I cannot take this suffering.
I know I am not the easiest person to deal with
I know I am not the perfect person
I know I have a temper too.
But what is for sure is that you are way too complicated.
You are way to sensitive.
What kind of a man is so sensitive?
I feel like I'm dealing with a baby.
I dont want this anymore.
I love you with all my heart
You are the love of my life
But we, as two cannot be
This is not our time.
This is not our moment.
We will have our time,
We will have our moment to be not two, but one.
So please, try and understand.
I know this is not what you want.
Frankly, it is what I want.
I am sorry.
I do not mean to put you through this.
But believe me, this isnt easy for me either.
I will cry just like you
I will hurt just like you.
I'm sorry, just like you.