Beholder

Being, not existing as an entity

To witness and not to partake

Knowing without understanding

Deep in thoughtless awakening

Acknowledging not validating

I am not yet I feel me

Purpose not needed and yet

Everything is there for one

Pulsating with my pulse

Inebriated with breathing

Surrendering yet conquering

I am not yet I meet me

Journey without destination

Happy hopelessness

Everyday a blessing though

I never demanded one

In prayers without words

I am not yet I talk to me

In wisdom not knowledge

Practice not perfection

Questioning my sanity

Grounded but unreal

In memories now lost

I am not yet I comfort me

I am all there is

Was or will I know not

Nor it concerns me