believe

I wanted to believe so bad

That there was something out there 

Beyond the human grasp

I would beg for you forgiveness

Form sins that were far from evils

I would plead for this pain to be lifted 

I would pray for just a ray of sun

And after all these one-sided conversations

After all this time

After all this hurt

I continue to tilt my head

And squint my eyes

For I just want to believe