Betrayed

Terrified of fire but I always seem to want to strike a match, burned as I think of my past. The difference of how I used to be and the person that I'am now, decisions made on impulse, judging through insults. You say you'll never lie to me, but you could never speak truthfully. Trust is something you have to earn, loyalty is something you have to work for, friendship is something we hold dear to our hearts, family the one's were always here for. But what happens when all of this fades were left like a lone soldier in a one man crusade, being clueless , not understanding what we are seeing, lost at the sight, those of who we thought we trusted . Their dreadful lies slipping out of the seems, as we figure out life isn't always as it seems, you think you trust but then you turn around backstabbed, and it all back lashes, every letter, fit to the word, in that lying evil sentence, each like a granule of grain slip thru your hand, in need to be truthfully replenished