Do you want to know what my biggest fear regarding you is?
Do you want to know what I worry about the most when I look at you?
I’m terrified that I’ll find out that everything I thought about you has just been one big lie.
That you were never who I thought you were.
I would be absolutely crushed.
It would feel as if my whole world was crashing down right in front of me.
With no way to stop the inevitable destruction.
I would feel betrayed.
Betrayed by someone who has played such a huge role in my life.
Betrayed by someone wo would still consume my thoughts daily even if, one day, my worst fear became a reality.
Betrayed by someone who will always be a part of me no matter what happens.
I would never stop loving you, though.
I’m past that point.