Between empty space

I opened eyes only to realise I was all alone They left, I should've known With no love shown I was thrown straight to depression I couldn't mourn A tone is what I heard from a man sitted on the throne I looked around "Oh, There's no one here" I crushed down to the ground My mind was playing tricks that was clear I tried to scream with hopes one will hear I wish it was all a dream buh no it was real Help! Help! Please help me! as I try to reach out They looked and all they saw was a pretty smile that deserved a crown Yet I was drowning inside Knocked down I accepted You alone Gee, they left "Buh they promised not to leave" I thought we were a team I guess what we had was never real Now i don't even know where to start to heal "Get on your knees Gee" God never listens to me. Or Is the devil tryna fool me? If so then why is he the one that never leaves me? I've always been fond with darkness buh never thought one day it would scare me. I'm confused i feel so betrayed. Can't even shout for help these walls are empty. My tears are heavy They burdens my cheeks that are weary Heart weighs no more Yet I still hope for more Am I blind or it's juss too dark in here? Can't even see my hands it's dark in here "Hold on Gee, you'll make it out of here" My faith tryna comfort me With hopes I'll believe in it Buh why would I though cause it has never worked for me? The truth is I'll forever be stuck in here No doubt 'cause atleast my emotions are real in here No pretence I belong here In these empty walls.