Beyond Repair

You think you know what lies behind,

The the walls I’ve built up in my mind.

There’s a deep darkness inside,

That’s getting harder to hide.

You think that you can change me,

That you can set me free.

But I’m afraid you’re wrong,

For there is no where I belong.

I’ve lost everything I had.

Including my own dad,

The girl that I cared for,

And the family I must ignore.

Don’t try to understand.

Don’t offer me a hand.

There is no return,

From this hell where I will burn.