Big Bro

Dear big bro,

I am disappointed in you. You used to be a leader and an optimist. You used to be full of spirit and love. You used to have goals and dreams and nothing was going to stop you. Now all you do is smoke and complain. What happened to you? You used to be a leader of men and now you can't even lead yourself. What happened to your dreams and desires? Is it because of your pain? Is it because of what you've been through? Or is because you've grown? Is this person that you are, that you've become just a product of growth? I can't imagine that it is. I won't imagine that it is. I know the person you are, I know your heart. I know that this apethetic, angry person you are is just a phase. I know you will turn back into the sweet, kind, loving, big-hearted person you've always been. At least I hope you do. Cause I am so tired of being disappointed in you.

Love, your baby sis