Big koolaid smile

My love is a clown a big freaky thing with a big painted koolaid smile Always smiling and goofing around never taking anything serious. Why do he always smile? Yes, i admit that some days i can use the cheerfulness, but cant nothing be all that funny to keep that big kool-aid smile And all i can do is smile and tag along cause truth is I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE There i said it So sign me up for the tiny car and big shoes Those things will help me and protect me,my disguise Sign me up for the bog kool-aid smile,something i despise so much but love the most Cause i don't want to lose that Big kool-aid smile