Biggest Fear

I have this feeling it’s called fear 
I have the fear of who will be dying or will I be next? 
If I stop think about “how can I have myself prepare? “.
This fear is consuming me.
It’s like stealing something from me.

I don’t know what it is….
How to deal with it 
I want to see it........

Can anyone help me to see? 
Does this feeling go away? 
Are these feelings real or fake.

I also have a fear of not achieving my dreams
That thought makes me want to scream.
I have Fear of my life.Every day that’s not much 
I could say on that, I try give it my strife

The real world gives me fear too.
Sometimes, “I wish everything would disappear
Instead appear into fear”.

The Fear of losing my mother before I am ready to let her go.
What road do I take so I won’t let fear win. 
Fear takes my thoughts of losing my husband, and 
losing one of my children too. 
Even though, I almost did loose a child. 

I can let the fear, do what it is doing.. 
I fear of losing my dearest friend. 
I am sorry I cant pretend that fear is not here.

The fear of my own death and the cause of it will be? 

I don’t want to see.

The fear of my lifestyle should it be the way it should be lived? 

or should it be change? 

Do I dear change it, but how? 

I know that I have a fear of being alone.

It’s the unknown

Is My Biggest Fear