Bitter

The decline started before i can even remember

Everytime I pray to god hoping I won't feel the hurt

But everytime I  end up broken or worse

Falling for everthing and everyone I shouldn't

Burning my life down for it to work

Maybe i'm realizing it was never really worth it

Wasting part of my life chasing the bittersweet

Feeling of meaning while it ruins me

I'm hurting more than I  can breath

Breaking the better parts of me

I'm made of someone I don't wanna be

Guess love isn't meant for me