Blabbery

How is it that one changes opinion in a blink of an eye?
One moment I'm helplessly overcome by happiness and its atributes
Another it's as if I've felt nothing at all
You mean everything yet you mean nothing
I wonder and think about the possibilities 
But you just shut me out
You create your own possibilities and while I think of the future and my life with you
I realise I mean absolutely nothing to you
Nothing important at least
I'm just one of your options
And I will not stand for being just an 'option'
For my worth is much greater than that
And I will not sit down and put up with your mockery
I can't comprehend how you can enamour me one second
Yet infuriate me the next
I still don't have the answer if I am to stick by you
Or ignore you, as you have done to me
I will continue my adventure elsewhere
For I will not enter where I am not welcomed
I'll leave you to it
But I won't go back to how things were
Used to be anyways