BLACK ROSES HOLDS SECRETS

Black Roses holds secrets

In my bed of black roses he left a note
Where I dream secrets my spirit will float 
the back of my eyelids keep seeing his note 
hid words he engraved into my soul
I wanna believe all the things you've written 
all the promises that you will always be apart of me
that we would always be written into history 
we will grow old together
make love forever 
our names would be into the heavens of stars 
that will always shine by far unto the sea of dreams
In the life made up of strings of you and I 
being pulled by secret of lies
oh how this makes me cry 
I want true love 
not just something of darkness of words and dreams 
I want your words to be true 
I know not to believe you
I know my falls and fights that brought me here 
that seem to disappear with the night 
with the velvet moon of time
you can't understand my sane nightmare 
because you are the main charterer 
In my bed of black roses I cried with all your lies
Where I dream secrets of long ago 
things that no one knows 
In the red sky of your hypnosis 
It's only my beginning of the pains of blood stains 
across the sky of your lies
I have the feeling I'll go down with you 
Down that sad broken road with you 
a place I don't want to see ever again 
but that is how this old dream goes it has no end
Everyone still walks with fear in their lives 
past the place movie stars go to die 
watching me cry in the night 
locked away into a castle upon a darken hill
Streetlights filter through my window of time
Knowing life's a real short time into the back of my mind
others cry out saying we see your candle in your window
we hear your cry's deep into the night
where the wind blows the pains you hold
I shake the hands of all my old enemies 
I ignore the threat of their disease of lies and jealousy
In my bed of black roses is were I lose my head
if this is where I am 
and if this is where you are than this is where I stand 
I stand alone into the night all over again
the old rain is where I dance into the blood stains of me
Alone into this darken spell of broken dreams
Where secrets are told to the unknown.

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)