Blah!

The pain is on the inside

Hard to keep it hidden

With the beauty on the outside 

It's not allowed, forbidden

Tears fall but can't be seen 

I need a should which I can lean

My head is bangin and won't stop 

Hurts so bad feel it all on top

Neck has a crook and my stomach aches

Need some space to get away

Not talking, don't have nothing to say

A relief would be good for me 

Trying to relax

A special place to 

Feels a little better sipping on some tea