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It's like all love has fallen off the face of a cliff  and now the only thing that fills me are teary eyes, late night headaches, and loads of heart pains because When I had you I felt unstoppable, loved, infinite, and when I lost you it was like I was falling down a hole in slow motion watching everything around me remain steady as I was the one being buried under cold ground. Now my fingertips are cold and my heart is hard, and every single day is only filled with the dread of tomorrow. I knew that life without you would never be easy and I've always said that I'd be able to move on but, God, oh God you were like the breath to my lungs and now the air is gone and I'm drowning within myself. It's not that I lost something I loved but it's just that you became a part of me until you became the life support that I depended on and now you are gone and my heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest and the days in my room are jail cells haunted by my own thoughts while the ghost of you lingers around because you're still inside me but you've disappeared and it's like when you left everything inside of me went with you. I thought I could live without you, but it turns out life without you only feels like death. I just need you back...