bleeding heart

too old to play this game, just because my heart is  bleeding, to young to feel ashamed, just because im doing  what my soul is needing
to intelligent to not feel passionate and hell-bent,  very soul driven , i vocalize---- i dont vent

 

 often has my sincerity been  forsaken , to often has my  honest intentions  been mistaken
through all  the whirlwinds , of  twisted men and leeches as friends , i am at last ready to use my voice to remind the people you have a choice
once up a time the darkness took very deep , to a point where i was unable to function  unable to sleep , convinced  that this beautiful universe was punishing me with unfair evil curse.
 its as tho vampires are evolved and  blended into this  society,  draining all those who embody  magnetic energy ...
science will agree there is more to life than what you can  physcically  see
too old to play this game, just because my heart is  bleeding, to young to feel ashamed, just because im doing  what my soul is needing
to intelligent to not feel passionate and hell-bent,  very soul driven , i vocalize---- i dont vent
toddlers toys are replaced with a smart phones, with inability social intmacy
relationships are ruined by technology and the need to not love  monogomosly
and it seems the  stigma to need  stolitude implys you hate they world and your in a bad mood
 and why  we have more teachers teach   that honesty  is not  rude
 but so many in our day lack general common sense , and non of us are perfect but so many are lack the life intelligence...

too old to play this game, just because my heart is  bleeding, to young to feel ashamed, just because im doing  what my soul is needing
to intelligent to not feel passionate and hell-bent,  very soul driven , i vocalize---- i dont vent

 

  so many in our day lack general common sense , and non of us are perfect but so many are lack the life intelligence...

us bleeding hearts , we eagerly leap into the unknown , an adventure into twilight zone

and prefur do so alone

 freedom gives you the right to judge how i chose to fight.

tho opinion is what you perceive ,  understand tho i will respectfully leave

what could be  unessescary altercation due to the conversation that is   promoting manipulation in preperation for the future generations  ,cant you see?take a good look at our society

 meditation and creation are frowned down on by the mom and dad .

showing unconitional love with new clothes and a  new i pad,

the conditioning of our youth is so unpoeticitqlly sad ,,

So yes ,i do have shuuuuuuuuge concern about  the coming generations. numbed with wine and  medication.

.. you must keep up in this fast paced race ,

you want to relax but you  dont know how slow down your pace .

  60 hours clocked in ,hey money is everything , you win  and can cash on in ,

buying the newest of the new , so people will love this representation of you.

or  do you work 9-5   to go home to be super mom and wife, feeling down and disrecpted

 how can you even feel alive? are you another robot with no soul fullfilled life?

 

too old to play this game, just because my heart is  bleeding, to young to feel ashamed, just because im doing  what my soul is needing
to intelligent to not feel passionate and hell-bent,  very soul driven , i vocalize---- i dont vent

 

the current is the past
its a fact that nothing last
black and white , ying and yang , there has to be that contrast
do we live to die, or do we die to live- can you slow down ? your life is moving to fast. relax.
take a walk , engage in thought provoking talk, smoke a joint, make love your point

 

humanity still relies on their selfish and countless " white " lies
which are all tied into all the other automatic lies upon lies to a point where life is just this  pitiful disguise.
so bleeding hearts , yea we have to  numb ourselves just to get to get by, not because we want  to just get really high

 

 

 

free yourself while you are alive ... every moment is a moment to thrive, even when the dark cloud seems to stay above you ,
breath out the fear and realize your transferring and light will become so vibrate and alluring .
 yet all we should see is now, or is now really right now , and if so how ? it is healthy to question what you don't understand ,
 speak your truth because life can be like quicksand. next thing you know you are afraid of love and' doubt the undeniable gorgeousness of the galaxy above.
 All because you were afraid of what others opinions? what are you ? A universal creature or just another following minion?
.Denying what my soul was needing is how my heart started bleeding/